He & Her
Her Name is Anna
His Name is Bekitemba
She would become the mother of his kids
He would be the one who brought her greatest joys and her deepest wounds
But she would still rejoice for the souls that were birthed
Without him there would be no them.
But what about him?
Where did he come from?
His father unknown,
A mother with a plethora of papa’s for his siblings,
all of them known, except for his.
He never knew love, not like her
She, the product of love, stability and community
Offered him the love she experienced
Fist closed tightly he couldn’t receive it
When his first and second was born
He didn’t know how, he did his best
What was love without pain to him?
Pain is love; his soul would cry out.
She advised and taught him
He couldn’t hear
He had to feel
The feeling came
It was a girl
Number 3 would always be his baby
Baby couldn’t be beaten
A pathway to expressing love opened
Inseparable they were
Baby and Father
A bond that could not be broken
Short lived
Baby saw his anger and its fruits
Baby’s heart blackened for her first love.
Baby disowned him in her heart
He was paralysed by the pain
His smile bright and beautiful just like hers
Not bright enough to hide the darkness
Loneliness was once again his portion
Separated from all his kids
He could kill for five minutes
They couldn’t face him
She, despite the pain by his hand
Encouraged them to give him a chance
She pushed them to him, with no avail.
Love to him was possessive
He found what he lacked in them
But his demons won
He was unfaithful to her
The boys knew but baby didn’t
Baby was devasted
Estrangement their over sang tune
His betrayal echoed through each soul
Then the secret came to light
There was a fourth
Love wasn’t openly given to her
The betrayal led the charge in their hearts
Confrontation eventually came
Baby was not satisfied with his reasons
Adulting arrived for the three
Distance grew larger
But with her, love continued with her three
Bonding and closeness resounded
She enjoys her grandchildren
They don’t even know his name
Hers begun and ended with love
His began and ended with loneliness
Her name is Anna
His Name is Bekitemba